Kit Moss Journal Entry

Before

January 2013

OK, here it is.. 2013.  Last year was so awful that I am glad to see it go.  It was about this time last year that it all started to unravel.  It really wasn't until later summer that I started to believe I would be OK.

As of January 1, though in fact I am already doing most or all of it, I am a full-time male.  I have a number of plans as to how to effect this in public perception.  The easy step I will take this Thursday when Lancer Forney cuts my hair.  Other physical changes will include packing everyday. I am already dressing in men's clothes down to my skivvies.

I have a bigger project to do that I will start this week, that is, to stop letting anyone know e as Nan Hawthorne.  I will ditch Na's blog and just put everything under Shield-wall Productions... I will have Nan's books on it but will make clear it's now a sort of pseudonym for Kit.  I will insist on people using Kit's email address, doing what I can find to do to make sure email all goes to the real me.  I will start going through my various logins and changing them where I can.

Where the change will be delicate, perhaps the landlady or whatever, I will use the ruse that I am using a nom de plume full time.  They will just have to accept that or not.

The one thing I can't do just yet is use Kit anywhere where a legal name is required.  I will lo9ok for work-arounds where I can.

Am I nervous?  Yeah.  But I am also relieved.  It's been 61 years coming.

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